halfway past nov

the passin of another influential one reminded me that even if u have all the $ in the world, u may not get get to do wat u wan all the time..

we really should live now… not live in regrets..

junior is gettin notti, resists being put in his cot, dun like to be restrained… many pattern.. tats part of being cute to me.. haha… i still feel blessed the 2 survivin embryos turned to him.. a cheeky droolin milk monster!

xmas seepin in…

its xmas again.. last yr this tim we felt dif.. full of anxiety.. n buzy with home tidying… this yr we r busy makin junior drk water n clear his poopoo… smtimes i really feel lik havin a second baby.. tat will b lots of fun!

i miss the one in tw.. hope they r well.

a lot for this oct…

what have we done to deserve u! i really feel é same way for junior.. he is jus perfect.. he canot wave goodbye or clap by mirroring us.. neither can he call us papa or mama… but he’s jus perfect to us.. he stands n roam around his cot.. come near us to smell us!

when i look at inside out movie, i really feel it’s so true. we can also let sadness or anger do us wrong.. we hav 2b positive!

1st time away from junior since he arrives.. é only last tim he din sleep nex 2me is when he stay extra day at hospital…


someone close 2me is goin 2try ivf.. n havin many failed iui n i feel she really loves baby, i can share all i know with her.. may we hear a party in plans soon!

hazy blessed 10m…

we r really lucky 2be here @sg! fair chance 4everyone 2suceed!

junior is goin to b 10m already.. we really love him! it’s a blessin that did not come easily… we cherish!

i still splurge for somethgs for myself.. spolit me.. life is unpredictable.. live now!!