we went to see dr teo.. he is lik wat i rem him.. no pr, direct.. good judgement..
his bedside manners quite good.. he never did any scannin for me while @kkivf..
the wait was really nothing.. once we were done with registration we can see him..
conclusion he see a tiny cystic sac.. 3mm.. too small to b called anythg.. back two weeks to scan again.. he feel we should giv it time 2grow..
this is the 1st tim i dun hav 2wait 2see a gyne.. even for 1st aptm of the day..
a bit ex on surcharge.. still exlporin..
no matter wat it is at least another two weeks wait..
we cam out for walk.. i rem jus 3y ago, 2013 countdown to 2014, we were here 2see fireworks n that was a year of many battle n scars.. n it was when the chemical pregnancy episode jus wrap up…
we really wish what is ours will come, n we will hav another healthy baby in our arms…
i need to remind myself, even if a miscarriage is around the corner, there is nothing we can do..
there may b hope… this is aft a few mins..
i woke up lik 4am n could not fall back to sleep.. i tested again n i saw this…
sent junior to new childcare.. after a blah blah n wah wah.. back hm.. he is still at childcare..
as my usual personality.. i tested again.. this is lik 1pm
i will see dr teo this sat.. lets see how..
we will know.. for the moment i will do my usual thg of gettin 101 hpt…
the simple hpt line appeared many moments later, but i know its neg nthg will appear no matter how long.. the digital hpt expired oct 2016.
i showed dar dar when he finally wok up.. we will know soon…
it took us 7 cycles with clomid,1 so-iui, 2fresh icsi, 1 chemical pregnancy 2hold junior..
cherish is an understatement…
while the election is goin on in the far away land, onshore at hm, we.r takin a new tcm med.. its powder n easy 2swallow..
i m goin 2write to moh, they should look @the grant as a whole… total sum.. ultimately everyone wants the best chance!! n the little one is goin to pay income tax when he/she grows up!
press on, the right door opens at the right time…
i m wonderin what lie nex.. i m tryin hard 2get back to the industry.. but i dun wan 2go to another hell hole..
i just got to keep trying.. i believe the right option will come at the right time!
met junior classmates n their parents at a workshop in sat…. everyone is like a treasure in their palms..