last night b4 i close this chapter…

last insert tml morn.. 

yes.. final insert done.. i will go for the blood test later @lunch tim..  when the nurse calls, i hope i will be in the training, so that it can help to distract me…

tiring try for so long, but lookin @junior makes me feel its worth it.. his love for food n people…

he rem i m goin for bloodtest later.. comforted in a way…

this should be the last time i step into kkivf.. a lot of memories.. the nurse said i m so sorry when she learnt i m bleeding lots already.. i replied its ok, this is my 3rd n i do not have any frozen.. i already have a kid from my 2nd cycle..

this is my last look while waitin 4taxi.. i m goin hm later 2hug my cuddly bear.. 

the final waiting…

after being through so much since 2012, this is like the second last night of waiting..

on thur the nurse will call n say not preg and u can stop all medication.. i will tell her dun need to make aptm with thh coz i dun intend to follow up anymore round of any treatment…

thh helped us have junior in our arms.. we r very grateful already.

though i m so sad to hav $10k wash down the drain jus like this.. but i believe everythg happens for  a reason.

sm1 is snozing off now.. like a little baby when he jus came hm with us…

i still rem how i regret that i din go blood test earlier n stop the med for the 1st round.. i knw this tim its def a neg, but i still rem that feeling…

after this et

its a 2d trf on 1 jul fri.

b4 that are twitches n pullin..

7d2dt – on fri i started to see dots of red

9d2dt – on sun i see small streaks of red

10d2dt – this mon morn streaks of red on crione applicator red, dark red.. n when i wipe..

i will go bt on sat..  @least i can tell the nurse i m spottin… hope i can last till then…

the streak of red turn to flow of red.. urgg.. the earliest i can go for blood test is thur..  mus try 2tahan till then…