borin thurs shopping…

finally tried é baby foot mask, let’s see it’s effect… i was tidying é masks in é fridge, mus try 2use some of them asap, kept too long… i hav 3 more baby foot mask, let me try 2 finish it…

pack é order rec’ed last nite n walked 2sg post 2confirm postage, n posted my first hanger peg order!! hurray!! nex is to uob 4my kk cheque refund deposit, draw cash. waited for é one n only bus 2paya temple for lik 13mins… prayed 2zsnn for success in our upcomin ivf, brought é pair of promgenda, sincere prayers…

to harbour front, shoppin @vivo… saw sm nice stuff @forever new… too ex n no ocassion for these pretty blouse n dresses too.

lookin 4a replacem phn…

it’s wed n din @mummy’s place, sis was there too. our hk getaway is nex fri!! i was tellin her how much luggage i hav 2bring…

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i hav been lazy, no exercise, no massage… let me get to it… btw é time i reach et or fet, my weight muz b below 55kg…

we tried the viet phó earlier in tues, @ chinatown point.. last tim, no basil n too much tendon in é meat…

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sickly wkend…

he was grumpy over his lost hp on sat, n got very sick on sun n mon…

gastric flu with very bad diarrhoea… i finished watchin é drama Silver Spoon, Sterling Shackles. i totally luv 3妈, her desperation n loneiness for sm1 2luv her… n how she gav up everythg for a man she adored n loved, n how thinga changed overtime, leaving her to be soaked in tears n loneliness every night…

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while he was very sick @hm in sun night, i tided up my shawls n scarves… i really hav a lot of stuff… shall try 2 trim them soon…

on mon, i was buzy with my home clothes drawers n again, i really hav a lot of clothes…

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this may not be the best way 2organise my clothes, but for é moment, this will suffice…..  less tossled overturned stacks…

i purposely keep é pics of my wardrobe in HP, so tat i can b reminded not to keep addin stuff tat i do not wear often…

let me built on it, i wan to add sm combi on matchin clothes, so that i can get sm ideas of wat 2wear when we r plannin to go out…

aft this b é kitchen, time to change sm of the liners to é proper ikea non-slip ones…

cd xx – cycle 15, lost count…

book a b-waxin on fri noon at é very last min, @mandrain gallety n é therapist skill is quite good… not tat painful…

was buzy dinnin w/kakis on fri, we tried this steamboat mk @smerset 313, to our surprise, it’s nt é type of  steamboat we thought it would be… there is only soup, no other options…  nvm, we still tried, nt bad lar…

aft tat was shoppin @centerpoint n more shoppin, lalu n robinsons!! followed by pretty fit @plaza sg, walked 2tcc @pomo 4supper… nice catchin up…

he cam back @lik 4am plus as usual… n i found nex morn he lost his hp… gosh!!

cd 2-3, cycle 15, return visit, many thgs 2 start

return 2kk on wed, saw dr thh, wow, surprise…. he spoke mandrain…

body combat today, sweat n almost 1km walk… shippin @my fav pp mall, grab 2 ice dresses.. lovin them…

to be continued…

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i had a great time shoppin, return, hand wash é clothes, am.thkin how i can re-organise my wardrobe. n mayb do some filtering.. sm spring cleaning…

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no cookin from this thurs onwards.. break.. happy din @nex… their western style fish is really yummy!!

cd 32, cycle 14, bbt deep dive

borin n sun.. wanted 2go out 2distract myself, but it was rainin so heavily tat dar dar also dun wan to drive.. so i cook din.

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he said too plain… soup too spicy.

my feet is still achin from é paz heels… é sore part is @é bones..

when i wok, i saw my bbt was lik 36.1 deg, with dat happened yest, i kinda knew i m most likely not goin 2mak it 2é bt… nothin too scary 4é rest of é day, until lik 7pm. é scary moment, juz as i finish cleanin aft din, i see more red steaks!! é nex thg i know will b an entire red discharge…

cd 31, cycle 14…

it’s 12am on sat, 18 oct.  we r @shuffle, i m lookin st sm1 drk lychee beer from tw. i wonder if i can mak it to bt, n if i can/will b drkin nx week… wonder wonder wonder ooOOooO…

we actually only cam out at 9plus aft a 2hr nap… on é sofa… lik sm party ple…

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headed 2tcc at clark quay for his bdae mth privillge, 50% off é bill… nice ribeye, his wangu beef pasta is nice too… shuffle had seats 4us, n realised they dun carry Kronenbourg on tap anymore, too bad…

changed é patch 4last tim, din imagine i can survive till last dose…

omg, jus as i was preparin 2leave é house for hotel, i saw sm red in é yellowish discharge. when i reached é hotel @2.30pm, i still went ahead n got é folic acid first. n to starbucks 4j’s earl gray latte n a hazelnut latte 4myself.

at 4pm, i could nt see é red streaks anymore, so i took é folic acid w/tap water.

but i see more red ard lik 8pm when din starts… gosh… so scary.. i din brg duphaston, coz i thought watever will b, will b…

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now aft the 8pm moment, did nt see anymore red streaks. but w/bbt droppin lik crazy… will i ever get 2mak it 2bt on mon… wed is doc visit, even if no bfp, i really hope can start back2back so-iui.
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spoke 2a pastor from bestie church, he mention to pray, n attend miracle healing sessions. children are gifts from God. i told him i m already prayin very hard…

cd 28, cycle 14, scary week

this is é week, esp these few days, i m so scared 2go toilet n wipe… n jus as i cam out from shower, i m even more worried… i think i see sm red trace, n my boobs r not sore nor painful  anymore… omg… nt to mention, bbt droppin… i wonder if i can even mak it to bt nex mon.

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pass é whatsapp order 2é buyer’s daughter juz nw, intg, she put é $$ into a golden angpao… nicee… my smh bulk listin is endin.. let me think of some promo 4my giraffe shelves…

they tak up spaces… i want to try 2 get them movin fast…

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i was cuttin up é boxes to fit my cupcake stand for mailing. done with é small boxes, managed to pack them neatly. nex will b é 2big big boxes, shall do them b4 this week ends… tidy up é place… i m on my way 2mum’s place 4din alone, dar dar is @vendor place, nt free to come down… let me tak sm pics of é cardboxes for rememberance…

n since meetin é old shell hse ofc kakis, i thought it’s better tat i go back myself.

actually thinkin abt it, feelin scared is of no use, doesn’t change anythg… if not preggie af will start smhow…

nice catch up w/old kakis @orc central, surprised another old fren is really leavin é orgñ too… many evil bosses around… all é best for him…

these r the boxes i m tryin 2tidy… tml is ironing clothes for sat, bestie big day!!

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cd 27, cycle 14, 1st hm test – no bfp

i did an opk n hpt 1st thg in é morn, single line… hmm.. 13d past so-iui… bt is nx mon, hope i mak it… wed is doc follow up visit… i wonder…

went tebrau city in é noon w/yy n wlg… cab fare is abt myr40 each trip from city sq jb… nothin much except 4é aeon supermkt. i actually bought 2pkt of ahuat white coffee, n a free mug. i usually dun lik cup, but this 1 is really cute n meaningful…

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super hot é day, especially on é way to jb… nice chat w/kakis n long awaited i-dragon dinner… the dishes r really nt fantastic… but é rest esp noodles n soup is yummy…
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i got my 1st whatsapp order at night, smthg weird i actually ask if it’s 17jun to pass the item to buyer @mrt ctrl… blur me…