week 27 n movin on…

last sat, dr rol ask wats our concern coz i was askin 101 qns on premature contractñ, steroids injectñ 2help baby lungs mature… he said he dun see we hav a risk, n anycase a baby born week 32 hav a good chance of survival, mayb 1wk in highest lvl nicu n 1week in lower level nicu.. we dun hav a big gap btwn that week n now.. actually i forgot 2tell him i m very scared junior dies in my womb n i dun know..

i jus feel wat my fellow smh said b4, if a miscarriage is round è corner, there isn’t anythg we can stop. but @least i want 2know we hav tried our best to save junior.. n when we wish hod can help us, i always rem a word of wisdom from an old kaki.. god may wish that u are doin smthg 2help urself so that god can help u 2help urself!

these 2days, junior develop a new way of movin.. i totally feel a kitty pushin his limbs in my womb.. mighty little kitty!

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é long awaited visit..

finally 4weeks passed, we saw dr roland again.. told him abt é kk visit n wat was checked.. he said we look @é baby 1st.. b4 he scan, he touched a bit n everythg feel ok.. he was sayin nice n soft.. when he scan, é spine n hb looks ok too.. head n stomach measures 2week ahead.. he dun see anythg suspicious, so he thinks should b ok.. i was tellin é clinic asst tat kkh delivery suite has a lot of drama.. suddenly smthg can happen n 10 person will rush 2a room! but é wait is short, unlike 24h o&g…

i asked my list of qns n he feels junior wun hav a high risk arrivin pre-mature.. he is at abt 1.3kg today!

i felt so bad i had 2turn down my kakis invitatñ 2b jie mei 4her weddin.. she asked me as i was discharge from kkh delivery suite..

he is so cute.. we had a lot of errands 2run today.. n he said felt like on holiday! get out é morn early in morn… indeed we completed most of é thgs! yeah!!

back @mil’s shop.. i wonder i can come down how many more times.. accordin 2é app, we r 89days away..

as i sat at é benches near mil shop, i felt waves of movm by junior, he got to feel a bit.. i call it phase 3 movm.. haha…

mid week, 26w6d

i feel weird these days.. either junior does not move much or he moves big time.. pressin hard n strong inside my womb. yesterday n last night, it was pressin very hard at è top of my stomach.

this morn, i dun feel it movin till now, where i m already half way near ofc. let me continue 2observe for é rest of é day. nex visit is 3days away, can’t wait 2see dr roland!

in è end i freaked out b4 end of é day n walk in 2kkh 2check if junior doin ok.. i was asked 2go 2é delivery suite @lvl2, coz o&g only for up to 22wks of pregnancy.. no q @all, i went 2é observatñ area 2b strapped with ctg machine by nurse..
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doc on duty came to see me aft lik 30-40 mins.. the bb hb is ok, mild contractñs, checked cervix n no blood n cervix closed… did a quick scan n saw é fluid level is ok too.. he came 2fetch me ard 7plus n è bill for é day is sgd170…

anyway @è delivery suite observatñ area, it was very drama! suddenly i heard comotñ in é nex curtain n many people dash in n out… é pa came on n announce code smthg at delivery suite.. omg.. made me teared!

i called dr rol clinic b4 goin 2kkh, but it was a bit too late n the nurse suggest 4me 2go tml.. this morn, é nurse called back n ask if i was feelin ok.. i told them i went 2kkh n did é ctg there..

today he said he wanted 2resign n tak a break, i jus told him 2go ahead n sell è car!

i realise mummy told jiu ma abt junior.. i m so stressed.. hope all goes well!

a new week

a new week, new colleague, interesting character!

i learnt a clg who may had twins via ART had a fall n lost é pregnancy.. sent chill down my spine..

he din drive 2day.. we took a bus hm n it stopped @doorstep. interestin as we din tak public bus 4quite a while liao…

n when my stomach turn soft this morn made me more frighten.. but subsq junior moved quite a bit, made me a bit relieve…

we looked @diapers yestdae.. how i wish é day junior arrive healthily in our arms cum soon!

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one task down…

this sat arrived, é guy i found on web came with another uncle 2do é dismantle job… i went out jus as when they r about 2start. he was punctual, abt 10mins early..

i went 4facial, @é spa place n did facial.. not bad.. at least é therapist really try 2extract n clean my face, i got 2 big towels 2put on my lower back, helps me b more.comfy throughout.. followed by nails aft tat.. he came 2pick me aft nails n took him a while 2see my sms..

i was indeed worried when i called n he did not ans.. i guess we jus hav 2b positive smtimes.. lunch/din @é chicken rice stall tat appeared on tv @boon keng mkt n hm..

back hm, i think é step @base of é wardrobe canot b dismantled n it stays.. é rest r gone n é rm is now airy.. but i think it still feels small.. at least we r more flexible with spaces now… nex is to clean up é rm n remove é stains…

can’t wait 4hdb 2start work!

nex sat is doc review week, hope junior is doin well so far…

backtrack-on tues i met 2old kakis 4din, n learnt 1 of é people i knew had a miscarriage coz fetal hb stop @detail scan, scary… anythg can happen… n she is young…

baby moves…

13 sep-é first time he felt junior very obvious movement.. were at old town, havin supper with é folks…

we celebrated my bdae with junior.. i only hope for baby 2b healthy and be in our arms by this xmas…

we hav é legendary dom on standby for confinement aft junior pops already..
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we r startin 2pack up for è messy home works 2come.. hope it goes well, n all done by 3rd week of nov.

now i m on mrt for my pre-nat class.. i bought buns, we can munch on é way later.. yeah! 2day is on labour.. hope we get sm tips on pushin!

i felt very strong movem b4 i left ofc juz now.. i told junior 2wait 4daddy 2come then show off his grovin.. n junior stopped bouncin.. good boy…

rainy thurs n a very sweet umbrella shelter…

it was rainin heavily by è time i reached hm mrt stñ.. he came out with umbrella 2fetch me from shelter walkway n we walked 2é car together.. sweet.. junior was bounchin a lot last nite n he felt it too… in é day time when i was doin my work he was also bouncing n kickin a whole lot.. hoho… hope he is growin well.

now it’s fri! i m on my way 2work.. 2nite is é 2nd childbirth class, there will b exercise n posture guidance.. can’t wait 4wkend 2come…