counting down, 3more days…

thinkin back…
takin clomid doesn’t mean will ovulate
checkin if there is big folicle doesn’t mean there is egg
with an egg release from burst folicle doesn’t mean it’s good egg
even if is a good egg, it may not meet è sperm @è right time
uterus lining may not be ideal even if ovulation/fertilisation happened
fertilised egg may not make it’s way 2implant in uterus even if è lining is good…

my temp spiked this morning, wok abt 1.5hr later then usual… thinkin abt it now, it may actually be è beginin of dippin.. opps..

mon morning bbt will mean a lot…

dinner was nice, tat’s b4 i adj n realise it’s a dip…

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4more days to è draw date..

it’s nt è 1st mth of disappointm, but i can’t help to feel anxious 2wat happens 4days frm nw.. è bbt tml should give some clue… if it dips, n cont’t to dip.. it’s time 2celebrate è tcm successfully balancing my hormones, n @least i can look 4ward 2è start of menses and yet another fresh cycle…

although i threw out half of my expensive bbq meat din last nite, n i still feel nausea now. it’s not è first time my nausea, throwing up follows w/real heavy menses…

平常心, 等待开奖日!

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