steppin into NOV, spending é noon at jb

it’s NOV!! disappointin results from so-iui in oct… n é mth slip by juz lik tat…

1 nov – we attended é ivf counsellin by kkivf center, dr liza was é doc conductin é doc briefin part… i ask dar dar aft é session on wat he feels… he said those workin will b difficult to cope… n lots of days off needed… i ask him if he thinks it’s scary… he said.é scary part is on me not him… he ask if i m ready… this is é scenario y i din wan 2work till i finish this fresh cycle…

btw no bbt for now, nor-e makin my bbt haywire…

actually as long as he is good to me, dotes on me, i can do anythg 4our baby… but nowdays it seem lik i m é only one being affectionate… nvm, his is é luv of my life, no matter wat makes him happy i will try 2make it happen!!

he says i m fat, so let me try 2lose more weight..

2 nov – padini sale of 50% off store wide begins… we fought an hour q at johor customs, n by é tim we reach city sq it was 3pm plus… we tried é small hk café, good price average taste…

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3 items from padini, 1 small box of kueh bulu, 1 cover for my note 3, smthg with card slots, not my fav design, but bo bian, é samsung shop sgd35 cover gave way in a week…

din at old town, it is indeed cheap n their toast taste quite nice… better than those @hm…

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return journey back 2woodlands was easier… orderly q at bus berth, quick boardin of sbs 160 n 170 buses…

since it was still early, we hang around plaza b4 goin 2é shop… at supper, had 2listen 2his poor bro greviances @work, sm örgñ breed crazy managers… but actually y do we hav 2listen… we also got our own problems… 我也很烦哦哦。。。

he said my cousins r not easy 2get along as they r very high class.. but his dear 2nd sil n uncle family r also very dif 2get along… i m also tryin very hard n put in a lot of effort 2try 2chat with them… i know he hav never been a chatty person, so it’s ok…

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cd 32, cycle 14, bbt deep dive

borin n sun.. wanted 2go out 2distract myself, but it was rainin so heavily tat dar dar also dun wan to drive.. so i cook din.

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he said too plain… soup too spicy.

my feet is still achin from é paz heels… é sore part is @é bones..

when i wok, i saw my bbt was lik 36.1 deg, with dat happened yest, i kinda knew i m most likely not goin 2mak it 2é bt… nothin too scary 4é rest of é day, until lik 7pm. é scary moment, juz as i finish cleanin aft din, i see more red steaks!! é nex thg i know will b an entire red discharge…

cd 28, cycle 14, scary week

this is é week, esp these few days, i m so scared 2go toilet n wipe… n jus as i cam out from shower, i m even more worried… i think i see sm red trace, n my boobs r not sore nor painful  anymore… omg… nt to mention, bbt droppin… i wonder if i can even mak it to bt nex mon.

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pass é whatsapp order 2é buyer’s daughter juz nw, intg, she put é $$ into a golden angpao… nicee… my smh bulk listin is endin.. let me think of some promo 4my giraffe shelves…

they tak up spaces… i want to try 2 get them movin fast…

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i was cuttin up é boxes to fit my cupcake stand for mailing. done with é small boxes, managed to pack them neatly. nex will b é 2big big boxes, shall do them b4 this week ends… tidy up é place… i m on my way 2mum’s place 4din alone, dar dar is @vendor place, nt free to come down… let me tak sm pics of é cardboxes for rememberance…

n since meetin é old shell hse ofc kakis, i thought it’s better tat i go back myself.

actually thinkin abt it, feelin scared is of no use, doesn’t change anythg… if not preggie af will start smhow…

nice catch up w/old kakis @orc central, surprised another old fren is really leavin é orgñ too… many evil bosses around… all é best for him…

these r the boxes i m tryin 2tidy… tml is ironing clothes for sat, bestie big day!!

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cd 26, cycle 14, 11d past so-iui

i wok up 6.45am from his alarm, i got up to check he is also awake… i took my bbt, n it’s dropped a lot..

n i hav quite a lot of bumb on lower cheeks… growl…

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i m usin a new app for bbt as there is no kindara in android phone… sobz… bye bye 2all my old data… i only hav pdf copies of é charts now…

half awake, i checked é emails n saw i had an order… é princess cupcake stand!! i went 2post ofc 2post ard 1.30pm, é auntie was really blur hope it doesn’t get é package lost…

later in é day, i rec’ed another n interestingly, this lady hav é same chinese name as me… she was orderin é giraffe shelf, i rec’ed é bank trf n will try 2send her item tml…

he got off work n we went ikea lookin for é tap. on é way there, i suggested 2try é oyster egg at tampines my ex-clg told me b4… we ended up in a very foreign neighbourhood. it’s nt é correct place but it’s an intg neighbourhood. we tried é oyster egg n mixed carrot cake there…

subq we managed 2find é correct neighbourhood police post n kopitiam tat sells supposedly yummy oyster egg, shall try nex tim…

aft ikea, aft changi city point chill, we went 2simpang bedok 4supper… yes, supper again n simpang bedok again! another shop today, their bee hoon goreng is superb!
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we went around bedok grocery shoppin, many places… happy 8th anni to us… i really hope 4good baby news, but i can only hope…

cd 22, cycle 14, it’s a week past so-iui

there r ongoin crampin, usually af crampin starts near af.. but i hav been crampin since past iui… bbt is quite moderate also at 36.6…  i really hope 4 bfp n healthy baby born 9m later…

discharge wise on n off, quite creamy… é forum mates said discharge is better than dry… higher hope, but again no implantation spottin.. so…

today is é jb day, headed to city square with wln, wlg n yy…

in summary cw yellow bus:
– to jb from queen sgd 2.4, can pay via ezlink
– from jb to queen, myr2.5

opi spa mani + pedi & opi nail care (cuticle care n base + top coat) – myr 140+20= myr 160
good colour, good pdts. moderate hygiene n service.

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tang shi fu lunch – myr 61 each pax
good choice of soup, it was sharkfin bone soup w/sm herbs..

taiwanese grill – myr 2.50 each 4quail eggs, myr 2.20 for abalone slice. thanks 2wlg, she was tellin us this stall serves great grill!!

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i fell in luv w/é #947 desert sand nail lacquer colour… found a salon in s’pore tat carry this brand, it cost sgd21. let’s c if they carry this colour…

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i din go 4any massage, even though dun dare pin high hope on bfp, jus in case… n w/é patch stickin on my back, how to enjoy massage… foot massage should b fine, but i really nt too keen leh…

aft nails, we went to xiu liu shan, i left aft tat as i was tired n nthg 2 shop, it was also mainly 2hav din w/him. but he din reply my sms. in é end i walked while it was drizzlin 2tak bus80… only 2find out aft tat he is meeting g 4din. nvm, shall cook congee 4myself…

nex trip, padini sale should b early nov, let me try 2check out é shortlisted dress n short.

there is a intg shop nex 2nail addicition, sellin pots of soup… mayb can try nex tim…

cd 17, cycle 14, sat!

i m glad we past iui day, smoothly, by è 18oct fri we should hav sm indication on 是凶是吉…

happy w/my buy @taka last nite, hav started using, especially luv è foundation!! liquid foundation wears well, even on lousy skin..

è whitenin sekkei is a bit stingy, but not too bad…

i keep thinkin about melissa campana, should i go back taka 2buy??

it’s 11.30pm, n i m still stuck @xing wang, urgg.. can i go hm!!!!

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cd 16, cycle 14, it’s 04 oct

we r @kk, 8am… è rm @sperm bank was occupied 4 a long time…

we kinda did everythg we can, please bless us with a stroke of luck!

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we headed 2è mkt 2try è famous local breakfast, not bad…

we r waitin now…

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returned 2 @kkivf center, i got 2q num#, one for iui n è other one 4reception.. aft tat, i rush off 2relieve my achin tummy…

once out of è ladies, it’s my turn very soon. i was brief on è nex 2aptms, one for bt, è other one for review w/doc. è dates r actually quite close, n it’s a logical date… i was also handed a prescription for è rest of è patches. it was abt 10.15, n i think è procedure do not start till 11am…

so we headed 2pharmacy, n took è eatradiol patch, returned 2sperm bank area n waited 4our turn.

finally my name called ard 11am+, i was ask to go to a rm, n waited. dr liza came in n she did è procedure for us. 3 of us in a rm, for è same procedure…

è “resting” time after è iui was longer than expected… it was a good 10mins i guess… slight bleedin aft è procedure, aft tat it’s was all good. it does hurt a bit, n sm cramps, let’s hope for a bfp!

post iui, there is an anti-biotic, 4tablets 2b taken @1 go… actually all readings b4 hcg trigger is below minimium. not sure y i can still go ahead… i hope è dr went ahead coz they felt there is still chances of success…

aft i was hm, i rested a long while on è sofa n finish è laundry, it muz hav been a long tim since u last clear è laundry basket… there were so much 2wash…

started è smh bp thread, kinda feel accomplished…

nex is preparin n headin 2 orchard, meetin girlf, for taka sales… she bought clothes, i bought my skincare… kinda replenish è ones tat i hav finish using…

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