cd 12, cycle 11, rainy mon morg

finally è spottin seems to stop…

in late morn, it resumed, n more red.. dr chandra did not see any good folicle, n è spottin is most likely caused by hormones inbal.. this round of clomid is down 2drain.. sianzz..

he checked é cervix, n it looks fine… u cam back n cooked è marinated chken drumstick… with instant noodles…

i emailed kk juz b4 goin to dr chandra… asking about subsidy..,

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cd11, cycle 11, this wkend freaked me out…

this cycle from è begining is weird… those brown drops never stopped and menses cam 12d past expected o, kinda too soon.. i did do hpt a day b4 af started, it was bfn!

from cd9, fri onwards, those brown drop becam spotting, real dark red lik last day of menses… with sm red streaks in btwn… n it became heavier over the wkend… on sat when i tot is finally stoppin, it turns out aft the concert, it became much heavier! overnight 2sun morn was clear, but there was still some on sun morn when i stepped out for facial… i never had so much spottin b4, not even when we were @korea where i had pink spottin…

i m not sure if it’s caused by clomid, or i actually achieved bfp, juz tat it was not detected… i guess è later is unlikely.. since bbt is lowww…

i called dr chandra ofc n asked if it’s ok tat i waited till wed 2see him, è nurse said come on mon, so off i m to see him tml… i asked dar dar not to come with me, i really dun know wat’s è caused, i dun wan to freak him out… there may b more bleedin durin è scan… it may b sm abnormal growth which means we hav more problem…

n i feel some tightness on lower end, both left n right side… on è face, i hav 1 pimple on right cheek aft 2day’s facial, è kind without a distinct “head”.. my therapist said there r a lot congestion on cheeks, but they r è toothpaste type.. not è usual pearl drop type caused by hormones…

tml should show if i hv any folicles growin this mth… even if dr chandra say there isn’t, chill n call kk for è aptm.. we can overcome this…

è concert is fantastic, albit too short, i wan 2buy front seats nx time! i will tak leave 2buy è tkts!

we played badminton again today, it was great, love é way we sweat durin each game… 2nd badminton game this week… love it…

i was so tired aft è game, n was aslp
when è 3load of laundry complete… he hang them up all by himself.. not perfectly done, but not bad lar… sweet!

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cd 7, cycle 11, 7days to nex doc ofc

as he wished, i m not pullin him 2dinner outside now… instead i tak my time to cook @hm… jus for myself… he can eat all è bread he wishes.. and when i feel lik shoppin ard b4 goin hm, i will go alone…

è visit to dr kwai clinic yesterday was as usual, she do suspect my ovary membrane is thick, è ovulation happened more than 36 hrs aft è shot… i will try to go for acc’p aft hcg jab this time, if there is a growin folicle 2begin with… i dun hav a major breakout on cheeks this time, so let’s c wat happens nx wed…

i m very tired of è continuous dif doc visit, when m i goin 2b pregggie??

badminton on mon was fun! i sweated buckets, and i wet è whole uniqulo sports singlet! have soaked è clothes, shall try 2wash it later…

takin ew train hm is horrible… how can it b so crowded!!

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cd17, headach-ee-ing thurs

was @dr rod clinic, headache…

not sure if it’s frm è hcg jab or.. juz a headache on it’s own..

i struggle w/lunch n slept entire noon… despite so noisy… i was really hungry, but the headache made me bearly able to sollow è food…. i threw away most of è noodles…

awake around 4pm, toss a bit on his side of è bed and @5.30pm finally got off bed. feelin better.. step into kictchen n started with cookin rice 1st, learnin from the mistake last round…

i google for grill saba recipe last min, and managed 2prepare smthg decent enough 2grill.. i used è super heat function @first, but i thk it does not work… so switchin to grill, è skin dried up n gave a crispy texture… i pour a little teriyaki sauce and it’s ready…

è chicken drumlets were marinated since lunch, and with è shitake mushroom from prima chopped, it’s ready to be cook w/saba!

took è last 2eggs from è fridge, yay! fried w/super low heat and using one of è glass pot cover to prevent any splattering.. it was a bit cooked, but nvm.. better try nex time…

he said it was not bad… love cookin @hm…

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cd16 on 15May, better results, what lies ahead…

i was @è door of dr chandra clinic at 6.55pm… è nurse arrived 7.05, and yes! i m è 1st one again…

è scan today shows è left folicle @20mm, and è linning at 10mm… dr chandra gave me a shot of hcg @tummy, and say try at 36hrs frm now… one more try on sun… i shall measure opk tml – sun, bbt is impt too..

he was assembling his toy, and i was buzy w/call frm 8.30 to 10+…

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