er 2nd fresh ivf

i ask é aesthesian more questions this time, n i actually doze off when é procedure started… i kinda woke as i was wheel out n i rem i covered my face with blanket… i think é aesthesian ask if i was ok, n i think i said i look like shit, n sm1 said i look ok…

i already felt more pain n cramp even when i juz wok up… n a bad growin gas feel in é stomach… even when i was about 2discharge, i hav difficulity tryin 2pee.. i had 2request for 1 more glass of water n tried hard 2pee… finally all good n i can go. i actually broke out in cold sweat while listenin 2é discharge instructions. something very unsual… to a very big surprise, i only have 13 eggs n when i return on thur, i dun even need 2do bt for ohss. by é ratio from 1st fresh ivf treatment, i may hav only 1 embryo or none 4trf… sgd11k for 1chance of about 30% possibility of havin a baby, wat an expensive try!! this menopur of fsh is é max dosage i think, not sure wat else can b done. let me ask dr thh on thurs, hope i see him…

dar dar was waitin 4me outside at kkivf. i met J briefly as she was waitin at clinic D, exchange a few greetings n i went off.. i was feelin really giddy n cold sweat all over…

on é way hm, é headhunter called n ask if i was keen on another job from é same institutñ he ask b4, i still share n said open 2lookin at it. till é day i get a good full clearance i wun feel safe with anythg…

back hm, i had sm porridge n fell asleep feelin giddy n also watsappin w/é gers about 2day n W’s et n J’s meetin with our fav ttc doc. é poridge is nit nice, too dry mayb cuz cook 4too long…

é tb orders re-delivery arrived lik 3pm plus, so happy! é plate is nicely set-up already, right @45deg view when our main door opens. even though i think he is goin 2b upset with my nonsense buy again…

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E from watsapp group was askin abt settin up online biz, i m happy 2help in anyway n hope she suceed!

fri-all thgs jus go…

like any week, comes n goes.. no one from tat firm bother 2send rejection email, haizz…. nvm.. keep movin..

i called kk 2check y menses not here n y bt not @subz… é kk ivf customer service called back in noon n said menses should start in 10 days, n sat bt bill will b revised @subz rate… i think sm thgs r juz a phone call away 2clarify.. no point sittin @hm day n night 2think of y it din happened this way or that way…

i had an order last night from qoo10.. long time since i had an order from there.. n i walked 2sg post near é mkt 2send é parcel..

bought sm prawns 2cook brkfast n lunch… looks like é new fridge is workin fine.. except for é ocassional heat @sides n ummm sound when it is coolin itself…

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i have not been here for a long long time… nothing much changed..

tues packing…

i wok up around 8am to pack 4é charity bazzar… clippin é logos, bags labels… make myself buzy… am quite satisfied with é outcome.. quite a good colour n design combine… gonna try 2figure out how to find bags for é smaller items tml…

called hitachi @9.10am n é repair person came @3.10pm… phew~~ it is goin 2cost sgd 250 2repair w/a temp loan smaller fridge…

one net testin din go well, n é supervisor din appear 2try 2fix it… i was buzy applyin 4jobs this noon, hope i have some luck!!

aft dar dar reach hm, we kinda tried 2wait 4è neighbour auntie 2return n pick up é frozen items from her… luckily she return just before we were steppin out… we pop over 2mummy’s place drop é freezer items 2her storage n had dinner there.. mummy actually had 2brg out 2big bags of ingredients 2defrost n cooked b4 she could accomodate my stuff… i also brought a bunch of other food stuff like smoked duck breast, toufu, bai cai 2mum’s fridge…

aft much thinkin n discussion, we decided 2buy a new one as é compressor warranty is goin 2run out in 2weeks… i feel i m goin 2b very headache over é possibilty that more problems will cum up soon..

n af is not here… 3rd day aft last nor-e… i m so worried my nex cycle wun b able 2start… kk billed é bt on sat wrongly as private, i shall call or ask them soon… n i din get 2attend a zumba class i love a lot!!

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so much stuff plus 2more full tray after i drop quite a bit @mummy’s place…

sleepy head @tea party… surprise buy…

i knew i had 2get prepared for é online shop tea party early noon, but i still doze off, n attended é party sloppily dressed… little make up n messy hair…

bff bought his little one, i guess he was grouchy as it was near bed time… hope tml will b better…. i was surprised this brand dresses are quite reasonably priced n well made, so i battled é stuffy changin rm n tried one of é bandage dress, lovely n it cost sgd 59.90… good buy, juz tat i dun know when m i goin 2wear it n to where. worst, who is goin 2zip 4me…

i din tak any pics of é party… but it was good time spent…

in é evening, i met up with é cupcake stand buyer @tiong mac… she was early, so am i. 1st sale aft cny, nicee…

i m plannin 2contribute some of è shelves 2a charity bazzar, not sure if they r open 2accept. let me try to ask…

time 2get serious about lookin 4 a full time job 2start in apr!!

i read a post abt mixin saizen.. sounds like multi step n multiple needles poking… n also read another post about a fellow ttc-er with dr tan hh, juz d&c b4 cny.. hope she move on soon…. huggies…

unpack é goodie bag aft we came back… sm intg find…
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cd 19, cycle 16, putting things in2 places

i kinda decided i should try 2tidy up my stock n throw è unwanted mattress away… so i move around é platform, took è 2 mattress out, clean up è molds n dust.. start 2fit é stripes cupcake stands, surprise surprise, é cupcake stands fit well n i could even keep è rest of black n green shelves in è same compartment…

nex is é polka dot from é big wardrobe… almost done, n i open up é other boxes 2see wats inside to my horror or surprise, i saw a stack of polka dot red! i 4got i ordered this design too!! i quickly took pic n posted them 2fb n qoo10… i really admire my blur-ness…

tat’s y smtimes i believe thgs happen 4a reason, when they r meant 2happen…

é shelves look neater n more securedly pack now… previously it kinda feel lik fallin out whenever i mov it by a bit, wat a hazard. shall tak sm pics of my cupcake stands in é platform later…

one of é reason y i can move thgs around more is due to è sales so far… hope it keep comin n i can clear more of these soon! lookin @é best sellers, i sold abt 1/3… this doesn’t make $, only brg me sm joy!!

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nothin much on ivf or ttc today, but i m now on my way 2zsnn @tpy w/è face powder bought last week from sheng siong.. am praying for a successful pregnancy n find a job quickly…

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there is only so much medicine one can take, if è almighty dieties know we tried our best, may they bless us with a stroke of luck…

one more thing, in case i dun wak up tml aft sedation, to my dar dar, u r é love of my life n will always b. i clear most of é perishables in è fridge, so u will not hav a hard time to mov on.

shoppin @taka 2catch é last member sale! grab xmas pressie 4bestie, luckily she’s able to pick up é phn n gav me other designs she like.. cannot believe é q @taka pandora counter at 4pm on a wed noon.

grab 1 more item 4possible xmas pressie exchange, buy n standy 1st…

i muz hav a very full din today, no food from 12am till i wak up tml. he is workin late, so i guess we will eat late too…

bedok mall is huge. one can get loss.

din @haig rd n he met me there, very yummy bee hoon goreng… poor thg, rushin 4work lik shit…

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here’s my packed tidied cupcake shelves!

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cd 18, cycle 16, back 2kk, grhhhhh….

now i m waitin @kk ivf again, looks like fewer patients today n i m earlier but i m still é last patient!!

linnin: 10mm
right: 18, 17.5, 16, 13.5, 13, 12.5, 9, 9, 8
left: 18.5, 16, 16, 16.5, 14, 13.5, 12, 9.5, 8, 8

é reviewin dr said trigger tonite n er on thurs… please let this turn out 2b a successful pregnancy with a healthy baby!!

we drop off é 2package i need 2ship b4 din @mum place, yummy noodles… 1st giraffe bundle shipped! sö happy!!

i went back to 24 hr clinic at 11pm.. saw sm very unwell ple.. waited till 11.30pm to get my jab. it doesn’t hurt a lot…

cd 15, cycle 16, jabbin continues…

this morn review is not very good, dosage up to 250. n realised i hav under jab by 100 iu in é 1st 6days… will need 2go back on mon 4review, so scary, wonder wat will happen.. till tml (sun), i hav been jabbin for 14 days.. 1x900iu + 3x300iu bottles of puregon… é bottle 4used syringes is full, i need 2start a new bottle tml!! i got headache almost immed aft è 250iu shot, is it all in é mind, 心里做用吗?

linnin: 7.7mm
right: 12.5, 12.5, 10, 9, 8.5, 8.5, 8, 8, 8, 7.5
left: 13, 11, 10, 9.5, 9, 9, 8.5, 8.5, 8.5

on mon 4review. i wonder wat happens.. i m so scared no embryo to trf…

had lunch @pekio, tried a fried hokkien mee, it was quite yummy… he said é stall owners r humble despite é goood biz… mr accompany me 2kk today… poor him.. sleep few hrs only..

we rest @hm aft kk, while i pack my goods 2be ship tml, he laze around too.. so happy, sold my 1st bundle!! smthg 2cheer me up amongst é very thick layer of gloomy clouds…

din @vivo central restaurant.. one of é few with not much queue… happy food 4us!!

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we also did some shoppin n bought sm clothes as gifts for é little ones.. shoppin 4bb boys r so limited…

i see one fb fren whom i knew from sg brides back in 2011 complainin how tired she is 2b a mom… i feel lik slappin her.. if she is free n energetic enough 2mak bitstrip comic n post on fb, dun think any reason she should b complaining.. mayb she should try jabbin herself @stomach daily… no brains…

when we cam back, i sneak in2 é rm n off power of é laptop… n check é laptop again b4 i off it.. è bundle offer is qty 2, i will pack again n send it 4reg mail postin tml b4 4pm… happy order!