mon quiet-ing

i went 2zsnn this morn at 9am plus, with pomegranate, grapes n powder… prayin 4my er et success n a healthy bb in 2014. headed 2tpy bought a cafe machiato from KOI this may b my last coffee for a while, i also headed 2supermart 2buy sm stuff 2cook.. 

back hm, i realised é tb delivery was here in é morn, i m hopin é delivery cum back again by 2day. i m finishin é task 1by1, was sweatin lik crazy by é time i finish w/moppi n n vaccum…

cook sm lunch n m lazin @sofa will wash up é dishes n prepare 4dinner… am tryin 2finish é food in freezer, same thing in case i dun wake up tml…

finished é chores n a pleasant surprise called 2pm plus.. though not set in stone till further clearance, i m still happy with wat i heard so far…

lookin 4ward 2er tml! may it give us a healthy bb in 9m!! we muz believe things happen 4a reason…

din was a bit messy, but good try, @least 2myself…

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last jab on sun

i wok up @8am plus 4è last garnelix jab… ouch ouch but it’s over 4now… 2nite will b bt n trigger @kk 24h clinic. mon will b borin… but i will schedule in sm stuff 2keep myself occupied.. was talkin 2dar dar last night on sis not gettin help on ttc yet etc… one can only help themselves… it’s a long process tat require courage n support from hubz…

i really wish 4success n a healthy bb in 9m. n 2start a ft job tat pays decent n b fulfiling…

we went 2suntec 4din, a very nice korean restaurant called kimchi!! he luv it too! i find é manager very cute! é lady @reception n cashier very cute n nice smile! é so called korean coffee tasted more like 3 in 1 kind… this is my 2nd time.. reasonable servin good value 4money…
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bt n injection @kk was easy… nothin like this is considered painful for me… now i shall complete my tasks listed 4tml n hope 4é best on tues morn…

fri kk ivf surprise!!

i reached kk ivf @9.55am, n i was in é scannin rm lik 50mins later, karen was on duty today n she said she will take a while 2day 2measure 1 by 1… indeed she took a while n there were quite a number of follicles.. to my surprise…

especially in right ovary, lik 15… biggest 14.5, smallest 9
left mayb 6 follicles n smallest 8
total 21
linnin 8mm…

é reviewin doc said most likely only a few of é bigger ones can b used… n è reviewin doc said er on tues, trigger on sun. he’s got smthg on wed, good in a  way we r totally not goin 2do anythg on wed! let’s hope we hav good embryos 2trf, bfp n a healthy baby in 9m… i went 2é guan yin temple n met r, so qiao… we talked a bit n she walked from her office, tat’s far!!

this makes 10d of stimulation, sun night i hav 2go back 2 24h clinic for bt n hcg trigger… n i will only know time of er sat afternoon…

i managed to buy this toy from bugis area, a very old school one today!! it was out of stock in a lot of places…

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one for é little one in tw n é other one for é little one tat juz learnt how to walk!!

today is fri, i wonder if é hr from wed intv will call.. it’s 2.30pm now, i guess mayb no calls 4today…

at 6pm no1 called, hiazz… keep goin!!

thurs market chinatown

last night we were talkin abt dates n clashes with his schedules… i m worried too… abt different things happening..

we can only plan more when we know date of er…

mum called me around 10am plus n ask if i wanted 2go chinatown mkt 4fish shoppin… i finished my jab n went over… i literally forced é needles into my skin today, thank goodness it went in… back 2kk tml morn!!

i bought a slice of ngor fish n it cost sgd 6… not bad… we r eatin at hm 2night, finishin é left over food..

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smthg that happens 2fill up é week

just as i was thinkin i dun hav any aptm this whole week besides é kk aptm on mon morn… then i got an intv for tue noon w/é entrepruner start up firm.. then on tue morn, a edu orgñ called up, n while i applied for a supportive role, é hr offer me to consider a more biz mgtm support role, she interviewed me briefly over é phone n invited me 2their campus 4an interview this wed morn n later changed to noon…

tue session is interesting, é company is in a shophouse, small set-up, innovative business… é director is as well spoken as i thought n é biz is a very special one.. i m not very confident if i can help him on all é office adminstratñ… shall see…

wed intv is a very special one… é hr actually prep me on how i should meet the manager… n é manager is indeed a very aggressive one… i am hoping it goes through… n i shall wait… this is something that i feel i will be very motivated to be in! despite é travelling distance. and é director is a very self driven one, she expects her team to fly as well!!

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aft an hour of talkin, i m very thirsty, happy drinkin @jems…

now thur is empty n it’s not a good day 4prayin.. mayb i shall spend my time practicing excel! n readin more.. but i got a feelin i will sneak out 2walk walk…

é needles r getting painful, but i can only endure! hope i bfp here!!

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aft jems i went 2taka 2get smthg i wanted 2buy for a long time! n aft everythg he was still @work.. so i juz made my way hm n he text me just as my train was reachin lavender… met him @é mrt near hm n we went 2é tanjong katong pungol nasi lemak, n had waffles n latte aft tat.. ex din tonight…

é waffles n latte is about sgd 3.3 + 4.8 + 0.5 + 4.5 = 12++ so ex… it’s @é little ice cream shop!! LICK!!
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review aft 4d of stimulatñ

linnin 6mm, right 1 9mm n 3 more like 6.5 to 7.5… left 4 follicles 7.5 to 6mm…

not as fast as i thought.. but better than nothing…

i got é email 4é intv opp i heard on fri… let me try my best.. we drove by n took a quick look @tat location so i know how 2walk there tml… i dun think they will like me, but i gotta try!

sat thougts…

i accidentially made 2mistakes w/my saizen 2day… hope it’s ok… shall be more careful if i get 2mix é nex dose.

i had 2 weird dreams… i seem 2forgot abt one of them now.. one of them is a bit notti, but seem so real…

n while loitterin @mil shop, i checked some career advice webbie on moving 2lower level jobs, feel quite positive aft readin, duno why i really like é company n role i heard on fri… hope i get 2go 4an interview afterall!

my watsapp fren shared a bazi webbie w/me last sun, accordingly dar dar n my bazi kids bazi element weight is above average.. hopefully i get 2deliver a healthy bb from this round if fresh ivf!

n in my mind, i suddenly thought of how 2 announce é arrival of our little one 2bil n sil in tw n on fb… i guess tat’s part of day dreamin!