cd 1, cycle#17, as i said, keep get going!!

i brought è usual ttc helpers out again, sadly, but as required. keep movin, i may pay é amk tcm a visit, mayb she will say smthg wrong with my body n i dun even need 2go ivf any more!! but i think i may not do acunpucture… juz med…

image

brunch w/bffs.. é little one is so cute… how i wish we have 1 too.. can only dream n wish…

while we were @west gate shoppin, sittin down at é amphitheatre with live signing, i m really very comfort i hav him with me, he is very at ease.. he doesn’t pressure me y é ivf results r so poor or why i canot conceive naturally while every1 else can.. he juz say if we really hav no kids then so be it. i kinda feel if i tried all i can, i hav nothing else 2regret…

send out 2boxes of é choc, 1 more for sis.

Advertisements

cd 32, cycle 14, bbt deep dive

borin n sun.. wanted 2go out 2distract myself, but it was rainin so heavily tat dar dar also dun wan to drive.. so i cook din.

image

image

he said too plain… soup too spicy.

my feet is still achin from é paz heels… é sore part is @é bones..

when i wok, i saw my bbt was lik 36.1 deg, with dat happened yest, i kinda knew i m most likely not goin 2mak it 2é bt… nothin too scary 4é rest of é day, until lik 7pm. é scary moment, juz as i finish cleanin aft din, i see more red steaks!! é nex thg i know will b an entire red discharge…

cd 26, cycle 14, 11d past so-iui

i wok up 6.45am from his alarm, i got up to check he is also awake… i took my bbt, n it’s dropped a lot..

n i hav quite a lot of bumb on lower cheeks… growl…

image

i m usin a new app for bbt as there is no kindara in android phone… sobz… bye bye 2all my old data… i only hav pdf copies of é charts now…

half awake, i checked é emails n saw i had an order… é princess cupcake stand!! i went 2post ofc 2post ard 1.30pm, é auntie was really blur hope it doesn’t get é package lost…

later in é day, i rec’ed another n interestingly, this lady hav é same chinese name as me… she was orderin é giraffe shelf, i rec’ed é bank trf n will try 2send her item tml…

he got off work n we went ikea lookin for é tap. on é way there, i suggested 2try é oyster egg at tampines my ex-clg told me b4… we ended up in a very foreign neighbourhood. it’s nt é correct place but it’s an intg neighbourhood. we tried é oyster egg n mixed carrot cake there…

subq we managed 2find é correct neighbourhood police post n kopitiam tat sells supposedly yummy oyster egg, shall try nex tim…

aft ikea, aft changi city point chill, we went 2simpang bedok 4supper… yes, supper again n simpang bedok again! another shop today, their bee hoon goreng is superb!
image

we went around bedok grocery shoppin, many places… happy 8th anni to us… i really hope 4good baby news, but i can only hope…

cd 16, cycle 14, it’s 04 oct

we r @kk, 8am… è rm @sperm bank was occupied 4 a long time…

we kinda did everythg we can, please bless us with a stroke of luck!

20131004-082802.jpg

we headed 2è mkt 2try è famous local breakfast, not bad…

we r waitin now…

20131004-111902.jpg

returned 2 @kkivf center, i got 2q num#, one for iui n è other one 4reception.. aft tat, i rush off 2relieve my achin tummy…

once out of è ladies, it’s my turn very soon. i was brief on è nex 2aptms, one for bt, è other one for review w/doc. è dates r actually quite close, n it’s a logical date… i was also handed a prescription for è rest of è patches. it was abt 10.15, n i think è procedure do not start till 11am…

so we headed 2pharmacy, n took è eatradiol patch, returned 2sperm bank area n waited 4our turn.

finally my name called ard 11am+, i was ask to go to a rm, n waited. dr liza came in n she did è procedure for us. 3 of us in a rm, for è same procedure…

è “resting” time after è iui was longer than expected… it was a good 10mins i guess… slight bleedin aft è procedure, aft tat it’s was all good. it does hurt a bit, n sm cramps, let’s hope for a bfp!

post iui, there is an anti-biotic, 4tablets 2b taken @1 go… actually all readings b4 hcg trigger is below minimium. not sure y i can still go ahead… i hope è dr went ahead coz they felt there is still chances of success…

aft i was hm, i rested a long while on è sofa n finish è laundry, it muz hav been a long tim since u last clear è laundry basket… there were so much 2wash…

started è smh bp thread, kinda feel accomplished…

nex is preparin n headin 2 orchard, meetin girlf, for taka sales… she bought clothes, i bought my skincare… kinda replenish è ones tat i hav finish using…

20131005-224824.jpg

cd29-33, cycle 13, new week

sleepy mon

è rest of è week was choppy, wed kk visit was fruitful, doc actually changed my protocol to type 2!! i was literally tellin è doc wat to do lik i was on clomid for 7cycle, n how it did not work, and if i should continue with it this iui.. so è flow was tat i waited 2see doc lik 1.5hr pass my 10am aptm time, and waited another 15min more for tat clinic D fertility doc 2change è protocol and issue some forms, called kkivf center.

è kk nurse manager went around distributing jacob biscuits, was really sweet of them as it was around lunch time.

20130914-235029.jpg

my name was called again, i was accompanied to mak paym, n sent to kkivf 2wait 4my turn 2b brief about this new protocol.

so with all these done, i went to è pharmacy 2pick up è med.. while waitin, i realise i 4got è mc, i ran back 2clinic and asked è nurse if she can help me ask for a mc from è doc… she confidently said yes and returned with a slip 2mins later… my last med @subz px-sgd1.40.

post kk, i went 2bugis ramen place, it din tasted as good, mayb coz i wasn’t tat hungry or coz i was alone or coz of è biscuit from kk nurse mgr… pick up a pre-paid sim card from s-h, now i m waitin 4my online nano sim card adaptor 2arrive to start è watsapp thing n also publish this num# on my sites…

i was away from ofc è entire morn…

btw tat star is indeed preggie, i canot imagine wat will happen if i m still there.. tat big rock may juz land on me… poor me @then, how do i cope with iui n these shit… even i may seem so stupid to leave my seemingly glam job, i kinda feel no regrets…

20130915-005936.jpg

cd 24, cycle 13, bouncing

on watsapp group, dear fellow ttc-er fresh @kk failed, with no embryo to freeze.. hugzz… nex update will be fet later this year for some of è gers… with some other still thinkin of nex step…

my bbt bouncing all over è place, n discharge kind weird too… can only monitor…

i kinda have a new name n concept for my online shop… wish me luck.

since oct is comin vey soon, i think i should pick up korean language soon…

7.75 days @work… rainy day n i pity è dumbos stuck @è client event on a tourist island… opps! mayb his luck is over…

saw a very good deal @groupon for fitness first, mayb i will get it…