we went back 2dr rol for a 2week apart review.. junior head n stomach still measures ahead of é gestional week. he suggest 2do diabetic screenin, 2eleminate é risk tat junior will grow 2big due to GD.. i will go back nex sat 2do it.. hopefully can time it in same timin where i go kk n sign é cord blood donation form…
i kinda feel é doc will wan me 2go c-sect in é end… let’s see how..
rainin super heavily now.. it”s supposed 2b jay’s concert 2night…
we r finally hm.. aft a buzy wkend of unpackin n cleannin..
over é 2wks stay, we managed a sim card failure.. a visit 2dr rol, fil bdae @a far away land jus aft we move 2hotel, a fire @é 街口 where é hotel is.. neighbour complainin abt ceilin spallin.. so many thgs tat happened..
i din expect è swollen hands n legs 2come in so fast, but my legs really showin water retentñ.. n my hands r achy..
last job is 2paint! let me try 2ask if nippon paint team does small jobs…
smtimes junior hv very obvious reaction when i m takin abt smthg or eatin smthg.. so magical!! i guess i will miss pregnancy a bit, esp when junior moves n kicks in é small space.. we been through a lot to b where we r today…
a lady ask a men sleepin on reserve seat 2wak up n give up é seat 2me.. so interesting!! haha…
4wks passed.. hope junior doin well..
last night he talked 2junior aft he felt the elbow moves.. sweet…
i squeeze 8 rpt out today.. yawnzz
i m finally leavin ofc lik 6.15pm+ on a fri… meow~~ goin back 2mum’s place 4din n drop off more clothes..
hope é upgradin goes well tml..
let me ask é doc tml wat’s the chance of a healthy tak hm baby… n when..
smthg new @east coast… xmas is creepin close.. woo… hope this xmas is a happy one… can’t wait 4this yr 2end n welcome junior 2spend 2015 n beyond with us…
é home works indeed started, thgs torn down 1 aft another..
è long awaited jay concert postponed to 27dec.. i need 2try 2refund by 8nov..
we checked into a love hotel n live out of a suitcase…
sun i seek comfort in watchin my good old drama!
this week started hetic! very buzy n many thgs 2work on… n this wed i need 2tak half day coz of é works..
this morn while i m rushin my work, junior was lik swimmin i side my womb.. floatin his legs left right.. finally i finish é stuff, rush hm, waitin 4them 2come.. n i will wash é laundry later.. cooked è chicken n caixin from mummy with noodles.. yumzz…
jus as i was on mrt as usual this morn, i felt a strong kick from junior… hope u r doin well.. see u in 11 weeks!!
i really feel hungry easily now.. growl~~ last night (thurs) i had a bad bad dream.. i dreamt i was bleedin lik menses.. i called dr rol clinic n he ans è phn.. i told him wat happened n ask if i can go down.. he said they r runnin short of time n ask.me 2go tml.. then i told him i will go kkh.. i tried very hard 2feel junior kick but i think i felt nothin.. i went kkh, é nurses were sceptical if hb can b found.. n eventually a still born came out.. omg! freak me out…
anyway it’s a fri, buzy one.. n last class @mt a…
i still see posts from ivf/icsi thread… hope we all get our bundle of joy soon!
smtimes i feel weak n lousy.. esp recently i get really hungry! n tired..
i gotta bounce! get back, get in2 action! what needs 2b done have 2 be done… meow~~
here me takin train 2town on a sun morn! tml will b brkfast with kaki..
this weekend is filled with hdb site assess aptms, baby fair, suddenly inspired camera searchin, pre loved baby items pass on, meetin kakis/sis, taka sale visiting celebrate his bdae!
n i saw a funny post in smwhere, a mummy is uoset coz a famous gyne din ans her call on sm “commonly seen” symptoms.. but if i m her, i would not wan 2speak 2doc abt this.. i would hav gone down 4consultñ directly.. if they r closed or closin soon, i will jus walk in kkh/sgh 24h o&g or delivery suite.. isn’t trtm more impt than words of comfort..
like when i felt less movm from junior, all i wanted is to do a ctg 4a peace of mind.. but in è end, è mo @kkh also checked on fluid n contractñs.. it cluld hav been other problems lik low aminotic fluid..
last night, junior did a really hard kick n he felt it.. while we were eatin supper.. amazin!!
i had dreams of baby coffins.. i thk coz of a pic i saw on fb..
waitin 4sis 2arrive, but i ordered food already… realised i 4got 2tak supp 2day.. opps.. shall ask him 2brg out..
smtimes i really applaude my dear mum’s spirit.. good days, bad days, she jus strive on!
we went back 4din on tues night, n she fried french beans with fish cake.. i really dun know 2cry or laugh.. i think she dun really dun hav an idea of nutritious meal.. é rest of é dishes r nice.. yumz..
now we r 8-10 weeks away from meetin junior, hope all goes well..
last sat, dr rol ask wats our concern coz i was askin 101 qns on premature contractñ, steroids injectñ 2help baby lungs mature… he said he dun see we hav a risk, n anycase a baby born week 32 hav a good chance of survival, mayb 1wk in highest lvl nicu n 1week in lower level nicu.. we dun hav a big gap btwn that week n now.. actually i forgot 2tell him i m very scared junior dies in my womb n i dun know..
i jus feel wat my fellow smh said b4, if a miscarriage is round è corner, there isn’t anythg we can stop. but @least i want 2know we hav tried our best to save junior.. n when we wish hod can help us, i always rem a word of wisdom from an old kaki.. god may wish that u are doin smthg 2help urself so that god can help u 2help urself!
these 2days, junior develop a new way of movin.. i totally feel a kitty pushin his limbs in my womb.. mighty little kitty!