cd18, cycle 12, bbt not lookin good…

the erratic up n downs of bbt durin è 1st part of è cycle plus not very consistent muscus, i think ghis is a haywire cycle too…

48 hrs 2kk visit, n follow up visit 2parkway tcm, let’s c what’s è updates…

something very upsetting @work, we are suppose to put up some drama for duno know who…. i hate it when people force me to say thgs i dun mean it…

fil car had sm problems on mon nite, so there we go n c how we can rescue… haizz… follow by help out @shop, mil passed me these cutie bags, sm left over free gifts…

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cd16, cycle 12, as è cycle goes on…

on his health, i think it’s improving.. recoverim from è very bad flu attack… back also doesn’t hurt so much! my cough also improving, less throat irritation esp in è morn when i juz woke up…

today is a buzy day, market for fresh mince meat, joss stick n fresh flower.
tabao prawn bee hoon soup 4btkfast. off to zsnn temple on a cab, n went hdb hub @tpy 2view sengkang hdb model…

facial, pedi, n managed 2catch 1hr nap @hm b4 ah ma’s bdae din…

his bro return from tw 4biz trip… passed some pressie 2è loved ones @taipei, hope they like it…

and now we are@ è shop again, him packin drks, me buzy updatin my blog entries…

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as usual @è bdae din juz now, well meanin relatives ask when r we havin a baby, my response is we need some luck!!

on è ttc track, bbt dip this morn, opk shows 2equally dark line in è morn, n i got quite a bit of strechy discharge on thurs n fri… his sa test was on thurs, been 48hrs since, we muz catch this window!

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cd 35, cycle 11. è proven dip!

it’s è usual dip, hope it turns out to b proper cycle… at least i can see tat parkway tcm on sun if menses start on thurs.. otherwise è nex day 2see him will b wed, aft he re-opens from his weekly 2rest days…

indeed after a round of heart attack, i saw some spottin, had lunch n another round of madness…

i guess if i dun see anythg tat looks lik heavy flow later, them bt gotta b fri or mayb sat morn… shall check è forms again…

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we closed shop aft sgh visit, drop mil off n headed 2da bao at his fav fried carrot cake!

checked é kk forms, bt possible on sat too. if af starts tml, mayb i will go bt fri noon or sat morn… i suppose 2ovulate from left ovary this new cycle, i shall try all i can n will def go tcm at parkway too.

thus is è, container i leave at bedside, keep cotton wool n antispetic wipe… i think it b here 4a long long time still…

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cd 28, cycle 11, 2 days 2kk aptm

today is wed, dreadful day, so much to b done@work..

è haze seems to b back.. sianzz… it rained heavily in late morn, kinda helped a bit…

i saw my aptm w/kk is with this dr bernard, he is è head of kk o & g, can’t b rite.. i think tat’s his deptm coding for general aptm…

in é evening, we had a quick din @macp hawker, n met kakis 4ice cream @a café near our place. tried their ice cream waffle, nicee gatherin! sgd9.9 for waffle w/6 scopes of ice cream..

i hav 2somethg stupid, early call tml… hate it, boh liao…

n i stayed up till 12 midnight smthg 2call sm big shot in u LA who suppose 2chg è world… too bad big shot canot join us today..,

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cd 26, cycle 11, wait…

i guess there is more waiting 2come…

è weather is turning better, hope it stays this way…

my group of watsapp fren talkin abt go fortune teller, i was wonderin if u go calculate ba zi, n the person tell u tat with ur hub ur own ba zi, 子孙福薄,wat will u do?

i dun dare to go all long, if the person tell me dar dar n me not meant to b together or no bb, i think i may breakdown…

help, when can we our own bb, i knew it’s tough, but i din know it’s so so tough!!

we went bedok point pasta mania for dinner! So happy to try é pacific rim special set, good deal! We visited sheng siong n bought sm grocery, cook fish congee @hm for tml brkfast, tasted some b4 puttin magic pot. i was takin a very long tim 2boil é congee, din really figure out why. he stepped im2 é kitchen n off é fan, é pot boil immediately, wow! how can i b so stupid! always fun 2hav him @hm, around me…

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cd 30, bbt crash prove it all?

if bowel passes today, af starts, it proves è same thg again…

i really passed out lots today, in è morn!

in è noon, juz b4 tat idiotic meetin, aft lunch, i see brown discharge! lik é usual..

but è difference is it din follow w/pink nor red blood right away.. even till tonight.. at 10pm as i m writin this..

nevertheless i rush back 2get a fresh supply of clomid.. tonite is è last nite clinic for è week… nurse will call me 2confirm nx aptm… not sure if dr will feel cd14 / cd16 better…

he drove 2parkway aft è clinic… i juz wanted to go walk walk…

let’s see wat happens nx few days.. i really hope it’s preggie spottin, not pre af spotting, but i m really over this guess stage.. i shall b factual!

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