my good old drama…

何时有胎气
只待时机..

sun i seek comfort in watchin my good old drama!

this week started hetic! very buzy n many thgs 2work on… n this wed i need 2tak half day coz of é works..

meow~

this morn while i m rushin my work, junior was lik swimmin i side my womb.. floatin his legs left right.. finally i finish é stuff, rush hm, waitin 4them 2come.. n i will wash é laundry later.. cooked è chicken n caixin from mummy with noodles.. yumzz…

travelling..

jus as i was on mrt as usual this morn, i felt a strong kick from junior… hope u r doin well.. see u in 11 weeks!!

i really feel hungry easily now.. growl~~ last night (thurs) i had a bad bad dream.. i dreamt i was bleedin lik menses.. i called dr rol clinic n he ans è phn.. i told him wat happened n ask if i can go down.. he said they r runnin short of time n ask.me 2go tml.. then i told him i will go kkh.. i tried very hard 2feel junior kick but i think i felt nothin.. i went kkh, é nurses were sceptical if hb can b found.. n eventually a still born came out.. omg! freak me out…

anyway it’s a fri, buzy one.. n last class @mt a…

i still see posts from ivf/icsi thread… hope we all get our bundle of joy soon!

long weekend.. many errands!

here me takin train 2town on a sun morn! tml will b brkfast with kaki..

this weekend is filled with hdb site assess aptms, baby fair, suddenly inspired camera searchin, pre loved baby items pass on, meetin kakis/sis, taka sale visiting celebrate his bdae!

n i saw a funny post in smwhere, a mummy is uoset coz a famous gyne din ans her call on sm “commonly seen” symptoms.. but if i m her, i would not wan 2speak 2doc abt this.. i would hav gone down 4consultñ directly.. if they r closed or closin soon, i will jus walk in kkh/sgh 24h o&g or delivery suite.. isn’t trtm more impt than words of comfort..
like when i felt less movm from junior, all i wanted is to do a ctg 4a peace of mind.. but in è end, è mo @kkh also checked on fluid n contractñs.. it cluld hav been other problems lik low aminotic fluid..

last night, junior did a really hard kick n he felt it.. while we were eatin supper.. amazin!!

i had dreams of baby coffins.. i thk coz of a pic i saw on fb..

waitin 4sis 2arrive, but i ordered food already… realised i 4got 2tak supp 2day.. opps.. shall ask him 2brg out..

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generation gap?

smtimes i really applaude my dear mum’s spirit.. good days, bad days, she jus strive on!

we went back 4din on tues night, n she fried french beans with fish cake.. i really dun know 2cry or laugh.. i think she dun really dun hav an idea of nutritious meal.. é rest of é dishes r nice.. yumz..

now we r 8-10 weeks away from meetin junior, hope all goes well..

week 27 n movin on…

last sat, dr rol ask wats our concern coz i was askin 101 qns on premature contractñ, steroids injectñ 2help baby lungs mature… he said he dun see we hav a risk, n anycase a baby born week 32 hav a good chance of survival, mayb 1wk in highest lvl nicu n 1week in lower level nicu.. we dun hav a big gap btwn that week n now.. actually i forgot 2tell him i m very scared junior dies in my womb n i dun know..

i jus feel wat my fellow smh said b4, if a miscarriage is round è corner, there isn’t anythg we can stop. but @least i want 2know we hav tried our best to save junior.. n when we wish hod can help us, i always rem a word of wisdom from an old kaki.. god may wish that u are doin smthg 2help urself so that god can help u 2help urself!

these 2days, junior develop a new way of movin.. i totally feel a kitty pushin his limbs in my womb.. mighty little kitty!